I don't pretend to be perfect; I've made mistake just like everybody else.
When I have, I've owned up to the mistakes and moved forward. - Chris Bell

Monday, March 28

Update later

Hi. I am super busy. Kbye

Sunday, March 20

Nyehehehehe

Oh, wa baru perasan bahawa kebanyakan post wa sedih/feeling cintan cintun/bosan kerana wa baca post wa dan wa menguap! Mmg FUUU betul. Makanya wa tertanya tanya, kenapa wa jarang post entry happy happy? Dan wa jumpa jawapan tu. Bila wa happy, wa terus gelak besar, senyum tak lekang dan wa berkongsi secara live dengan kawan kawan wa.

Tapi bila wa rasa nak feeling feeling gitewww, buat apa wa cerita kat kawan wa. Mintak kaki je -.- Lu nak wa kongsi? Okay, kongsi mcm ni? Yg mcm ni?

Me: wa sedih siot
Friends: kenapa weh?
Me: si polan tu dia buat wa sakit hati
Friends: si polan tu buat apa? ce cite ce cite...
Me: dia tinggalkan aku masa kitorang hangout sama. kata hangout bhai tp dia kejap blah kejap muncul *opss :P
Friends: ooooohhhhhh

Maka, sila lihat reaction nya! Lihat! Benci wa tahu. Tp ada lh seorang dua tiga yg wa boleh share. Mcm Khilda tu ke. Ha itu boleh sbb reaction dia best.

Me: dia tinggalkan aku masa kitorang hangout sama. kata hangout bhai tp dia kejap blah kejap muncul *opss :P
Khilda: eh, melampau. tulah kata hang dgn kau kan. then layan org lain. bla bla bla

Ha! Org mcm ni wa share. Reaction Khilda drama habis. Mmg wa salute lah. Lagipun, wa rasa bila wa happy wa jadi malas nk tekan keyboard sbb wa busy mencanang ke-happy-an wa kat orang lain. Wa lagi senang tweet je. Jadi wa rasa wa nak tukar stail lah. Wa happy wa blogging, wa nk ber-feeling pun wa blogging. Tp tulah, wa risau kot kot penyakit malas wa ni datang balik. Mcm sekarang ni okay lah sbb wa baru bangun tidur. Hmmm

Tak apa, tak apa. Kita cuba dulu. Wa cuba lah gagah kn diri wa menaip bila wa happy nanti. Kasi ceria sikit blog wa. Ni tak, kusam yo sampai wa pun menguap baca -.- Okay, wa rasa menyampah pula tulis mcm ni. Konon rock habis lh? Ini semua sebab hari tu Umi dengan Abah wa paksa wa cari lagu jiwang leleh kat youtube sbb nk duet nyanyi sama sama konon sweet. Wa pun tekan lh Cinta Tiga Segi by Saleem. Dan akhirnya wa menyesal sbb lagu tu serious leleh gila wa cakap! 

Dah lah, wa nak chaio. Wa dah start emosi dah sbb lagu jiwang leleh tu. Wa tension lah dgn lirik dia. Jiwang tak hengat. Lepas tu boleh pula wa tulis mcm ni. Mmg mintak kaki betul (dah dua kali wa sebut kan?) 

Kbye.

ps: wa rasa wa nak beli headband lh sbb fringe wa ni dh pendek so tak boleh selit kat telinga lagi. kang heboh lh cikgu tusyen add math wa kata rambut wa mengerbang lh  kata muka wa hodoh lh. malas wa. kbye

pss: Amirul, aku dah okay lh. Im a forgive-and-forget type so we're cool. Tp jangan buat aku mcm tu lagi. Kbye

Saturday, March 19

Everything is gonna be okay.




Thursday, March 17

FUFUFUFUFU, Throw rocks at you!

Hi.

Actually I want to post a happy entry like seriously happy which is can make your day or MY day obviously but something suddenly came up on my FB and I am so emotional right now.

Therefore, this will be a cheesy entry contain a lot of emotion.

People, don't expect too much from me. I am not that good. Don't think that I am capable to do anything. I struggle in a lot of things. I wait patiently for things to come true. Whenever you see me smiling over a small things, for me it might be the biggest thing ever.

And for you out there, I am speechless. You don't own yourself. Memang, buat lh mcm tu lagi. Dulu lu nasihat gwa macam macam then what happens now? Lu cakap konon tak suka lah apalah habis tu yg berkepit dengan lu tu siapa? Okay, tak sengaja ye? Habis kenapa banyak pula yg mcm tu? Tahu lh gwa ni duduk ulu, tapi jangan lah ingat gwa tak tahu apa jadi okay? Just behave yourself and if you did anything that you knew it will hurt me, hide it from me. Don't let me know.

And for Paan, you told me you are the biggest stalker of mine. So, I just want to tell you that I am not hot like you think. I am ordinary. I got lots of pimples and they are really cute which mean that I am not pretty. I am Syaq with an extraordinary emotion. I ain't talking shit. So, do you still consider me as one of those hot girls? Answer me honestly  HAHA

Wednesday, March 16

Sweetsour Seventeen


I am officially seventeen *smiling.

Let's move on. Okay, the line is so cliche. But whatever, like I care. So, I can get a driver license and the best part is my parents said i couldn't have it. Love you both you know. Padahal abah yang suruh ambil last year kan? Arghhh -.-

Let's move on. I am seventeen. I become more matured, insyaAllah. So, I slowly forgotten how addicted I was towards Justin Bieber. Actually what I am trying to say is, I do not care anymore whether I can go or not to his concert this Apr. I am totally give up.

Let's move on. This year is an important year. I'm having SPM. So, less online will never work on me but yes, I will study hard like seriously hard to cover up all the chapters. Physic is not my best friend so I will try to tackle him one fine day. One fine day...

Let's move on.

Saturday, March 5

Fake a smile so they won't know



If you really knew me:
My okay isn't okay

I think I am okay with everything. But the truth is, I try to convince myself I can fix it even if I can't.