Well, you're not the only one

Your crush only turn to you after he being dump with her ex

Your friends only find you when their other friends are absent

You used to be fav student of teacher but when the best comes, you are nothing

Being called by others only if the best is not there

and

Not be praised even it is your idea at first.

I used to it. I used to struggle for something. The most important thing here, I used being a second best. I am tired but I can't be. Because it is so me. Peace