I don't pretend to be perfect; I've made mistake just like everybody else.
When I have, I've owned up to the mistakes and moved forward. - Chris Bell

Monday, November 7

Sunday, July 3

I have abandoned my blog. I am tired. Gonna delete old posts. Bye take care

Saturday, June 18

IV

Aku dah lupa macam mana nak buat tulis blog. Maaf, jari dah keras. Aku pun dah malas. Penat lh nak menaip. Baru sedar. Aku sibuk. Lagi 5 minggu nk trial. Maka, nnt aku update post yg tak merepek. Bye, take care!

Tuesday, June 7

III

A Christian guy asked a Muslim, "Why do your women cover up their bodies and hair?". 
The Muslim guy smiled and got two sweets. 
He opened the first one and kept the other closed. 
He threw them both on the dusty floor and asked the Christian 
"If i asked you to take one of the sweets which one would you choose?". 
The Christian replied, "The covered one". 
Then the Muslim man said,  "That’s how we treat our Muslim women.."

Ain't this sweet? :)

Friday, June 3

II

Get mad, then get over it.

Wednesday, June 1

I

The new you isn't cool at all.
You look fake, awkward and totally weird.
I told you the truth but I'll never lead you because I ain't good enough. Yet.

Oh, am searching for life.
Hlovate really wake me up.
But why I am still here wondering and hesitating? 

Thursday, May 26

Saya comel

Saya sangat dramatic. 
Dah type entry sampai dua perenggan mcm karangan tapi backspace balik.
Confuse. Sbb saya tgk traffic saya meningkat (cewah)

Bukan nak riak tp saya tak suka sebenarnya. Anda, jangan lh baca blog saya :(
Dah dah, pergi blog lain. Sedih niiiiiii.

Nanti habis lah semua tahu rahsia saya yang tak berapa nak besar sangat.
Contohnya mcm saya nak kahwin dgn Pilot -.-
Dah lah. Lepas ni kena tulis yang general je.
Tak boleh nak mcm ala ala spill perasaan jiwang kew apew kew hikhik

"Am writing for myself to read, not for others. That's why I put a lot of emotions"

P/s; Maksu Niza sure tga baca kan? Maksu niiiiii mmg niiiiiiii

Ain't cool

The test wasn't great at all.
It's over.
No more hunky punky after this.
Crying.

Friday, May 6

Tell me your fav colour :)

Tell me your fav colour :)

Answer here

Sunday, May 1

Mid-year. I haven't study yet. Let see how's my result if I keep lazy-ing all day

Saturday, April 23

Ne-Never Say Never


Captured by Fatin Syahirah

It's over. No more Bieber Fever :(
Oh btw, today, again, we watched Never Say Never 3D!
Really had fun with other Beliebers ;)

Not to forget, we have new member. Say Hi to Azim :P
Kbye

Friday, April 22

I am typical

We got no freedom. Opinions aren't allowed. 
They look down on us just because we are not in the same boat. 
K, you are right and I am totally wrong. Bye

Thursday, April 21

GIVE US THE WHOLE WEEK

Let this week be ours people. It is Bieber's concert. 
So I can say it's kinda Belieber Day Out kot haha. 
But pictures below were taken during we went to Jusco to watch Never Say Never 3D. 
BEST GILA WA CAKAP SAMA LUUUUUUU!
Let pictures speak.







My current FB default :)

Btw to Beliebers, have fun! Bieber's concert is ours :P
Kbye

Friday, April 15

I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower


Well Bieber, we're going to watch you!
Sya already bought the Never Say Never 3D ticket after school dismissed \m/

And we, which means me Shira Fatyn Khilda Umyra Sya and Dart (probably Amal will be there too), definitely will rock the cinema hall mueheheh!

So bye! Saya nak siap :P

Sunday, April 10

Not interested anymore


It is time to be more serious. Maturity define everything and there is no word for regret anymore.

Now, time to face reality. SPM is not around the corner. It's just stop for a while at the traffic light. Time is travel so fast like seriously fast. I have no idea why we are in Apr because I thought yesterday school just reopened after New Year. This is totally bullshit. No time to play but there is no enough time also to study.

So folks, let sing Jar of Hearts! Okay, no connection at all with the post just to let you know currently I stuck with this song. Perfect lyrics right? Er or no? But whatever. Eh, don't forget to watch Never Say Never \m/. Right, enough with the commercial break.

Weh, Im so scared lah thinking of mid-year exam and trial and SPM and what the hell am doing now? Wasting time updating this?! I am sooooo Khilda right now. She has been worrying about SPM last few days and now me. Whyyyy? At first Im trying to act cool T.T

K, my Match Test was not going well. I got 1A+, 3A, 1A-, 2B, 1D (5A 2B 1D) *crying* I really don't like Physic. I always thought that I answered them correctly but at the end I still got it wrong ARGGGH. So, it is time for me to fulfill my New Year's resolution. Bye people. Pray for me

Btw, everything is getting weird. Hm

Belieber? :P

Belieber? :P

Answer here

Friday, April 8

Rawak

SILA BACA DALAM NADA BAKU 

Disebabkan saya baru sahaja habis Minggu Bahasa Melayu, izinkan saya berbicara dalam Melayu baku. Saya masuk Pesta Pantun dan kami yakin akan merangkul Johan sekali lagi seperti tahun lepas tetapi ketua hakim tak suka sekolah King George makanya dia tak mahu kami menang sedangkan sudah terlihat kehebatan pemantun kami. Satu dewan juga beranggapan King George yang selayaknya tetapi apakan daya, Ketua Hakim tak suka kami dan Khilda pun menangis walaupun dia mendapat Pemantun Terbaik. Lihat! Pemantun Terbaik daripada sekolah King George. Pelik bukan? Sesungguhnya saya tidak faham lah dengan orang yang kononnya berlagak sudah matang ini. Anda berbuih mulut mencanang budak remaja tidak matang lah apa lah sedangkan anda lihat tidak apa yang anda lakukan itu? Itu baru lah namanya tidak matang dan kebudak budakan! Ini yang menimbulkan kemarahan saya ni! *mencarut* Oh, tahniah SMAP LABU :)

Sekali lagi, Puteri dapat mengalahkan King George dalam Bahas Ala Parlimen Daerah Seremban 2. Kami dapat Naib Johan sekali lagi setelah lima tahun berturut-turut Johan. Tetapi tidak tahu di mana silapnya kami mendapat Naib Johan dua tahun kebelakangan ini :( Tapi kami tidak kisah pun sebenarnya. Biasalah tu, kalah menang kan? Tetapi yang menimbulkan rasa marah dan jijiknya ialah apabila Puteri menang, cikgu Puteri dengan bongkaknya berkata denagn kuat mengharapkan pembahas King George dengar dan syabas! Beliau berjaya! Pembahas kami mendengar apa yang cikgu katakan. Mahu tahu apa yang dia kata?

"Lame nya sekolah ni. Kata sekolah cluster tapi sediakan microphone pun satu. Dah lah kalah. Dah lah tuan rumah, tapi kalah. Tah apa apa lah budak-budak ni!"

Izinkan saya untuk mencarut. Bodoh lah kau ni! Eh, kau tu cikgu, sedarlah diri. Kau dah menang kan? Apahal kau nk emosi pula? Tolonglah jadi dewasa sikit. Kau tu dah lah pegang title cikgu kot. C I KG U for god's sake! Mana sikap proffesional kau ni? Apa kau nak lagi? Dh elok menang pun tak puas hati lagi. Kalau pembahas Puteri yang cakap mungkin pembahas kami boleh terima kerana biasalah, budak-budakkan? Tapi kalau cikgu yang macam tu? Sumpah aku tak boleh bayang budak budak dia macam mana. Mesti lagi teruk. Memalukan sekolah lah kau ni cikgu -.- *maaf, bahasa saya tidak baku*

Sudahlah. Semoga kau berjaya lah peringkat negeri nanti tapi janganlah bawa perangai tak senonoh tu cikgu oi. Kbye

Nota; Saya ada bagitahu tak yang SMK Seri Ampangan pun sediakan 1 je microphone untuk pemantun? Kalau kau nak mic sorang satu makanya next year kau jadi tuan rumah untuk semua pertandinagn okay? Inilah contoh manusia tak tahu bersyukur :)

Monday, March 28

Update later

Hi. I am super busy. Kbye

Sunday, March 20

Nyehehehehe

Oh, wa baru perasan bahawa kebanyakan post wa sedih/feeling cintan cintun/bosan kerana wa baca post wa dan wa menguap! Mmg FUUU betul. Makanya wa tertanya tanya, kenapa wa jarang post entry happy happy? Dan wa jumpa jawapan tu. Bila wa happy, wa terus gelak besar, senyum tak lekang dan wa berkongsi secara live dengan kawan kawan wa.

Tapi bila wa rasa nak feeling feeling gitewww, buat apa wa cerita kat kawan wa. Mintak kaki je -.- Lu nak wa kongsi? Okay, kongsi mcm ni? Yg mcm ni?

Me: wa sedih siot
Friends: kenapa weh?
Me: si polan tu dia buat wa sakit hati
Friends: si polan tu buat apa? ce cite ce cite...
Me: dia tinggalkan aku masa kitorang hangout sama. kata hangout bhai tp dia kejap blah kejap muncul *opss :P
Friends: ooooohhhhhh

Maka, sila lihat reaction nya! Lihat! Benci wa tahu. Tp ada lh seorang dua tiga yg wa boleh share. Mcm Khilda tu ke. Ha itu boleh sbb reaction dia best.

Me: dia tinggalkan aku masa kitorang hangout sama. kata hangout bhai tp dia kejap blah kejap muncul *opss :P
Khilda: eh, melampau. tulah kata hang dgn kau kan. then layan org lain. bla bla bla

Ha! Org mcm ni wa share. Reaction Khilda drama habis. Mmg wa salute lah. Lagipun, wa rasa bila wa happy wa jadi malas nk tekan keyboard sbb wa busy mencanang ke-happy-an wa kat orang lain. Wa lagi senang tweet je. Jadi wa rasa wa nak tukar stail lah. Wa happy wa blogging, wa nk ber-feeling pun wa blogging. Tp tulah, wa risau kot kot penyakit malas wa ni datang balik. Mcm sekarang ni okay lah sbb wa baru bangun tidur. Hmmm

Tak apa, tak apa. Kita cuba dulu. Wa cuba lah gagah kn diri wa menaip bila wa happy nanti. Kasi ceria sikit blog wa. Ni tak, kusam yo sampai wa pun menguap baca -.- Okay, wa rasa menyampah pula tulis mcm ni. Konon rock habis lh? Ini semua sebab hari tu Umi dengan Abah wa paksa wa cari lagu jiwang leleh kat youtube sbb nk duet nyanyi sama sama konon sweet. Wa pun tekan lh Cinta Tiga Segi by Saleem. Dan akhirnya wa menyesal sbb lagu tu serious leleh gila wa cakap! 

Dah lah, wa nak chaio. Wa dah start emosi dah sbb lagu jiwang leleh tu. Wa tension lah dgn lirik dia. Jiwang tak hengat. Lepas tu boleh pula wa tulis mcm ni. Mmg mintak kaki betul (dah dua kali wa sebut kan?) 

Kbye.

ps: wa rasa wa nak beli headband lh sbb fringe wa ni dh pendek so tak boleh selit kat telinga lagi. kang heboh lh cikgu tusyen add math wa kata rambut wa mengerbang lh  kata muka wa hodoh lh. malas wa. kbye

pss: Amirul, aku dah okay lh. Im a forgive-and-forget type so we're cool. Tp jangan buat aku mcm tu lagi. Kbye

Saturday, March 19

Everything is gonna be okay.




Thursday, March 17

FUFUFUFUFU, Throw rocks at you!

Hi.

Actually I want to post a happy entry like seriously happy which is can make your day or MY day obviously but something suddenly came up on my FB and I am so emotional right now.

Therefore, this will be a cheesy entry contain a lot of emotion.

People, don't expect too much from me. I am not that good. Don't think that I am capable to do anything. I struggle in a lot of things. I wait patiently for things to come true. Whenever you see me smiling over a small things, for me it might be the biggest thing ever.

And for you out there, I am speechless. You don't own yourself. Memang, buat lh mcm tu lagi. Dulu lu nasihat gwa macam macam then what happens now? Lu cakap konon tak suka lah apalah habis tu yg berkepit dengan lu tu siapa? Okay, tak sengaja ye? Habis kenapa banyak pula yg mcm tu? Tahu lh gwa ni duduk ulu, tapi jangan lah ingat gwa tak tahu apa jadi okay? Just behave yourself and if you did anything that you knew it will hurt me, hide it from me. Don't let me know.

And for Paan, you told me you are the biggest stalker of mine. So, I just want to tell you that I am not hot like you think. I am ordinary. I got lots of pimples and they are really cute which mean that I am not pretty. I am Syaq with an extraordinary emotion. I ain't talking shit. So, do you still consider me as one of those hot girls? Answer me honestly  HAHA

Wednesday, March 16

Sweetsour Seventeen


I am officially seventeen *smiling.

Let's move on. Okay, the line is so cliche. But whatever, like I care. So, I can get a driver license and the best part is my parents said i couldn't have it. Love you both you know. Padahal abah yang suruh ambil last year kan? Arghhh -.-

Let's move on. I am seventeen. I become more matured, insyaAllah. So, I slowly forgotten how addicted I was towards Justin Bieber. Actually what I am trying to say is, I do not care anymore whether I can go or not to his concert this Apr. I am totally give up.

Let's move on. This year is an important year. I'm having SPM. So, less online will never work on me but yes, I will study hard like seriously hard to cover up all the chapters. Physic is not my best friend so I will try to tackle him one fine day. One fine day...

Let's move on.

Saturday, March 5

Fake a smile so they won't know



If you really knew me:
My okay isn't okay

I think I am okay with everything. But the truth is, I try to convince myself I can fix it even if I can't.

Monday, February 28

You would be in my heart. Would I be in yours?


I fall in love with Schubert Serenade. Try listen to this while close your eyes like I did :) Beautiful.

The most important things are the hardest thing to say.
Have you ever decided to not become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say goodbye? 
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? 
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever but you couldn't have them?

I don't know what would I do either. Sigh

Sunday, February 27

Datang lah keajaiban, berikan perubahan


I can't go to Bieber's concert even I already bought the ticket of RM188. Enough said *crying*

ps: Which one is me? haha

Saturday, February 26

Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside


Tonight is the day I spill my emotion because I wait for A to call me but he didn't. Useless punya best-spill-friend ==' 

Okay, it was started with a short sentence but it never ends with a small matter. Everyone will through their hard time and maybe this week was mine. Seriously, the thing you asked me to do was easy but the way you approached me wasn't good. Or maybe I am the bad guy here because everyone saw me as the one who did the wrong thing even I wasn't.

The thing is here, you build my ego become higher with your action. I want to change but this changes give a huge impact for me. Obviously a positive one, I knooooooooow. Supposedly there is no reasons for a good changes but it is just you and your word that really don't suit with me. You should practice a phrase menarik rambut dalam tepung jangan sampai rambut terputus, tepung berselerak. You hurt us with your word. 

Make somebody change for good is okay but make someone being hypocrite is totally not okay! Oh, maybe you are happy seeing someone nice outside but inside, they are really not as what you think right? You love people act as the one you asked rather that seeing their own self. Okay, now I got your point ma'am. Continue  with your way, and I'll continue with mine.

But instead of make you pleased, first I have to make myself pleased. Sorry for not being beautiful for you. I know who I am. Just the ordinary girl with an ugly face. You don't have to mention it may times. Kbye

the one who felt left out because A didn't give a call,
S.

Tuesday, February 22

Sunday, February 20

Am I not pretty enough to be called ugly? Because there is a boy said that I am ugly T.T

Am I not pretty enough to be called ugly? Because there is a boy said that I am ugly T.T

Answer here

Thursday, February 17

I love travelling and I want to marry a pilot

It was yesterday (er, or today?) when Jay told me that I forgot to reply his entry because I mentioned that I tagged myself in his entry and yeah here we go.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE?

1. Qada' all my solat that I've left
2. Wears hijab
3. Practice Islam
4. Performing Hajj
5. Get married give birth
6. Going to Venice, Greece, Rome, Paris, Africa, Egypt

Okay, that's all. What's yours? :)

Monday, February 14

I am not pathetic, I just comfortable with my status right now

I did blogwalking just now. I don't know why but mostly, blogs that I've read were talking about their boyfriend or not having one. And when I see recent post on FB, Din update his status with this line:


Okay, is that matter if you are not having any girlf/boyf? Or at least a ex? Duuhhh, tell you what, me too do not have one. I think it is because of 

1. I quickly get tired of one man in a short period of time
2. I like many men at the same time
3. I just do not know how to entertain them when it comes to the jiwang rusty part
4. I annoyed them with my unfinished sentences 
5. I only wear shirt and jeans 
6. Never wear skirt
7. I love sneaker
8. I do not have phone to text with
9. I act like a man --''
10. Am not good with words

It is just like Elda's tweet 'So I like you but Im not in love with you and I'll be liking another person next month'. Kbye

Saturday, February 12

I want to be a beautiful monster

19 Feb, Cross Country of KGV

So I decided to go jogging with ShiraKhilda and Umyra (supposed Tyn dgn Nad ada sekali). Yeah, I did jog people :)  But the awesome part here was after 2 hours of running/gossip-ing/exercising, I asked my Umi to treat my friends breakfast and okay I ordered nasi lemak with sambal sotong extra. Please, don't make faces.

Actually I was about to throw away some fats but well, fats just love me -.- And I noticed that I didn't have enough stamina for the cross country! I kept stop after a few steps from jogging pfft. I want to get at least top 10 because last year I got number 11 out of 400 (form four to upper six) and yes, power kan saya? Okay fine, if I want to be top 10 I think supposedly I am not here updating blog duhhh.

Eh by the way, today is my grandma's birthday. I think tonight we will celebrate her. We'll see. There is no party I think but a cake with foods are seriously enough for her :)

Kbye

Friday, February 11

Well, you're not the only one


Your crush only turn to you after he being dump with her ex
Your friends only find you when their other friends are absent
You used to be fav student of teacher but when the best comes, you are nothing
Being called by others only if the best is not there
and
Not be praised even it is your idea at first.

I used to it. I used to struggle for something. The most important thing here, I used being a second best. I am tired but I can't be. Because it is so me. Peace

Sunday, February 6

If blogspot also has the reblog button


Oh, this picture I took from Shira. Yes, how can you people not love Justin Bieber? -.-

HARHAR I just surprised when you finally gets annoyed at me. I think you once said that I'll never can make you feel that way right? Uff, penipu besar ;P Kay, but then you came out with the 'eh gurau je lah actually' statement but do you think I believed you? You and the statement with the emotion that you showed and the words that you said can't lied me. K bye ;)

p/s; Okay, sure you read this kan? So hi A haha

As you can see, I've remove my previous posts

Enough. It is a new beginning. So hi people!  Im Syaq but I don't bite ;)

By the way, I just sign up for twitter. It is all because of what Shira said yesterday. She told me that Justin Bieber handle his twitter by his own and Justin Bieber had followed this form two student -.- Damn. But twitter is a little bit annoying because everyone is trying to tell their current activities. Since everyone does tweet theirs, so I tweet mine. And I feel like a stupid girl here after I tweet 'Boleh tak tweet cuma nak bagitahu aku baru balik Jusco HIHI'. Okay I knew it is totally annoying -.- But what to do. I just follow the purpose of having twitter. Twitter said 'What's happening' and I replied that. It is so answering the question right. Now I understand why people act like an annoying people when they are on twitter because so do I.

Yeah Syaq is on twitter now and what's next?